Matt

I was very much against the sanctimony of marriage after my hellacious relationship and failed engagement with Jason. Just recently I have had this mind altering observation. I want Matt to be my husband. I don't think I have ever been this sure about anything in my entire life. I've always been fickle and been so uncertain about my life's path. However, I couldn't be more sure of my love for him and the fact that I would love to share his name for the rest of my life. Who knows, maybe one day we will get married. Hopefully.

This country is in the toilet.

Much to my surprise after waiting 9 &$#&*&$ weeks for my unemployment benefits status I find out that they denied my claim due to "voluntarily" leaving.

I was FIRED.  I could not come to work due to medical purposes and doctor's orders stating I was not fit to even drive let alone work.

So after the 9 week period, I have to wait yet another 6 weeks for the appeal decision to be heard.

My wonderful past employer told them that I never came and groveled for my job back, nor did I tell them that I had a condition, give them documentation, or have a valid reason for not being there.

Let's explore all those, shall we?

1. I was unaware that the law states you have to beg and plead for your job back or it's considered a voluntary separation.  Apparently, I am not protected under ADA nor anything to do with medical accommodations.

2.  They were advised of my disability the day I was hired.  They were also advised
the day that my fainting, dizziness, seizures, vomiting, nausea, and memory loss started on 3/18.

3.  I spoke to them every single day advising them of my doctor's visits and gave them all documentation from my doctor.  Legally, I only need to give them the doctor's excuse.

4.  So? I guess blacking out, fainting, dizziness, constant vomiting, nausea, memory loss, and fatigue weren't valid for not working.  I guess I could have just sat with my face in the keyboard and blacked out there.

This country does not help in any way for people like me.  The southern states are notorious for dicking peoples benefits.  I'm fed up.  I truly cannot stand living in TN right now.  It's total garbage.

Thank you to the wonderful men in RED for fucking over the working man.

MTV

Man oh man.  I walked on eggshells all weekend.  I made myself a huge wreck.  I was supposed to hear about the answer MTV was going to give me today.  I called and the hiring guru was out today and now I have to wait until tomorrow.  The good news is that she is 90% sure that I will be extended a job offer.  I hope that is the case and I won't get my hopes up until tomorrow.  This job has amazing benefits.  They even pay 10K in tuition reimbursement per year.  Holy hell. LOL.  I've been without since March.  I am going stir crazy in this damn apartment.  Get me the hell out of here.  I'll will be the happiest of all campers if I get this.  Keep your fingers crossed people this is going to be one hell of a ride for me.  Thanks for reading.

And that's the way uh huh uh huh I like it uh huh uh huh. X)

Economic symphony....

To the fucks at the TN Unemployment center who sat on my claim for 5 weeks.....just go ahead and admit that you guys are cool with treating the unemployed like garbage.  You have a cushy cubicle to sit behind.  Now it will take 4 more weeks for your office to fuck up my claim again.  Ahhh to live in America where your dreams are crushed and you are miserable for all your days.  Anglophiles need to go where they feel more comfortable.  I wish that were the case in my life.  I'd get the hell out of dodge in a heartbeat.

What wankers.

Your purpose...

Do you become a extreme conformist or exercise your free right to be whoever you are?

I choose my free choice.

Rock and Roll...